hellooo, my first post! (i hope this time i'll stick to this journal instead of deleting it after a few months like the rest of my other old journals)
okay so i didnt go to school today. because
1) i woke up late
2) i have a bad cough and flu
this is my third absence from school ever since the start of the year.. which is kinda bad. but never mind. people need breaks from school once in a while or else we'll go crazy. right?

anyway im talking to darren now online. its been such a while since baudelaire hung out. and yes i do miss them still. those orientation days were really great and carefree. we just spent the days going to the cafe, slacking, and skipping lessons. and the lovely funorama days! and of course that crush that grew into something i really really do cherish and appreciate now. thinking back now, i realise that in ac, we make lots of friends, but those close friends i have, i can count with my fingers. but its okay, i just need a few close ones whom i really can trust. and i'll be contented cus its the ones who care about you that really matter (:

i wish you knew how i feel, sometimes its just so hard telling you.
i dont think you'd understand.
why can't you understand?

meet jan :)