mysweetserenade

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 16:13:00 GMT

Okay it's quite embarrassing reading through my old entries.
Haha

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:21:25 GMT

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 05:16:43 GMT

I sell my stuff :)
http://www.dressytickle.livejournal.com

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 05:54:05 GMT

i dont know what im doing updating my LJ again but omg i JUST had to say this. IVE JUST ABOUT HAD IT.

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 07:27:49 GMT

i've moved. :)
http://www.sweetestserenade.blogspot.com

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 08:27:44 GMT

exams are in two daysss. wheres the sense of urgency girrrrrl :(
i miss jan and wanxian. >:(
till next week,

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 15:17:59 GMT

i know the exams are such a dragggg but still im happy im happy happy im happy im happy. :)
i love you :)

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:38:25 GMT

sophia = bad tempered witch.
i should learn how to control my temper or else people wont like me anymore.

nevertheless, happy anniversary :)

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 15:23:16 GMT

probably if you'd taken a bullet and shot it through my heart.
probably then youll know how i feel right now.

LOVE hurts.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:37:37 GMT

anyway im backk. it was so good seeing kavina, ah ma, yanting and everyone again :)
so i decided not to go for romp. itll probably be badd and overcrowded again anyway!

thanks for ruining everything. just when i needed you, you just pushed me away JUST LIKE THAT.
thanks for everything. really

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 02:51:40 GMT

this is the handphone puch i made myself. HAHAHA SAY ITS CUTE

whee im up and earrrrly today! :) im supposed to meet kavina and the rest later for studying + coffee at starbucks later but i dont know if im up to it cus i still feel fluish and i have a cough which doesnt seem to go away. dont know what kinda virus it is :/ omgg this sucks. i have tons of stuff to do today. so i better start! alright im off to take a bath. im so smelly now eeks!

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:53:56 GMT

okay fine so maybe i was mood swinging just now a little but ohwell i dont regret complaining cus after all you did make me disappointed :/

im still deciding whether keeping my hair long will make me look too much like a ball.
SEE!

HAHA okay how retarded. i just think long curly hair looks reallyyy pretty and i want long hair too! :( too bad i look too much like a ball when i tie my hair up so i cant keep long hair. haha see first la.

this is what we do in school when we're boredd.

and of course, this is me and my darrling squid.
shes the only one who laughs at me and my jokes. she laughs at every single crappy thing la omg.

oh gosh i really need to studyy. i just realised theres like tons of work to do and LOADS OF STUFF TO STUDY. sophia = dead meat. or dead lard or whatever hahaha. oh dear. i should be off now. taa

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 05:25:29 GMT

sorry? SORRY DOESNT MEAN A THING RIGHT NOW espeically after how disappointed u made me feel today. whatever. im just feeling so fed up right now i dont give a shit anymore. all i want tp do now is to lie down in my bed and sleep away my killer headache which is making me even more annoyed and i want my voice back damnit. it sucks to be without a voice. i cant talk properly, i cant scold properly, I CANT EVEN SWALLOW PROPERLY. okay im not making sense but whatever im hardly processing what im writing about now. YOURE JUST REALLY INSENSITIVE OKAY and you really really know how to make me mad. all that shit u said to me on friday?? wow i guess all that doesnt mean a thing to you anymore. forget it okay. i dont even feel like seeing u anymore today. i look like shit, feel like shit, talk like shit. thanks alot man for making me feel like this. i was fine in the morning but NOOOO u just had to purposely make me irritated and disappointed again. maybe i expect too much u know? i think i expect too much from you. forget it ill just find someone else to talk to cus i know im not important enough to you la. all that crap about u feeling tired but u can go GYM AT NIGHT?? wow ive had enough. do whatever u want. and ill see you whenever whatever.
hope you all had a nicer morning than mine.

oh and i wish i knew how to change my stupid layout. its sucksss and its soo visually unappealing. ohwell. html noob here sorryyyy.

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 04:33:32 GMT

freaking pissed freaking pissed freaking pissed FECKING pissed &*%@$@^%@^$(@&

anyway on a lighter note, here are some pictures from saturday.
yeah well i know i said i woulnd update anymore but FORGET I SAID THAT OKAY?

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 03:23:03 GMT

hahahaha omg hiatus man i think i cant be bothered to update anymore anyway i didnt bother telling anyone about my new url except two people haha okay BYE people. dont ever come back cus i know i wont :D

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:30:42 GMT

so im back from school. and my parents are out as usual. needless to say, bio spa ws horrid. who knew that we had to draw a bar chart? then after that the trip to the optometrist was enlightening, but definitely scary :/ i think i'll lay off contacts for a few weeks. (not unless its absolutely necessary to wear them!)

me and kat finally had the time to talk about lots of things. and the stuff she talked to me about, got me thinking about life, among other things. it got me pondering.
what do i aim to achieve at the end of it all?
what really matters now?
and i feel really awful for not having enough time for some of my friends, and i do hope i can make it up to them.
me and kat spent hours just talking. i feel so loved knowing that my friends still do care about me an awful lot. i have alot to apologise for and i promise i'll try my best to make time out of my busy schedule for my dear friends. they make me smile and i know i can count on them if one day, things should go terribily wrong. so i thank god for having such wonderful friends i can depend on. they make my life so much more meaningful (:
drinks, clubbing, parties and pretty looks? are they what makes the world go round?
its times like these when i really sit down and think about life, and which direction i'm heading. life is too precious, so make the most out of it people.
xoxo.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:27:50 GMT

hellooo, my first post! (i hope this time i'll stick to this journal instead of deleting it after a few months like the rest of my other old journals)
okay so i didnt go to school today. because
1) i woke up late
2) i have a bad cough and flu
this is my third absence from school ever since the start of the year.. which is kinda bad. but never mind. people need breaks from school once in a while or else we'll go crazy. right?

anyway im talking to darren now online. its been such a while since baudelaire hung out. and yes i do miss them still. those orientation days were really great and carefree. we just spent the days going to the cafe, slacking, and skipping lessons. and the lovely funorama days! and of course that crush that grew into something i really really do cherish and appreciate now. thinking back now, i realise that in ac, we make lots of friends, but those close friends i have, i can count with my fingers. but its okay, i just need a few close ones whom i really can trust. and i'll be contented cus its the ones who care about you that really matter (:

i wish you knew how i feel, sometimes its just so hard telling you.
i dont think you'd understand.
why can't you understand?

meet jan :)